Saturday, February 20, 2010

Happy Weekend!

I've been distracted and haven't posted all week. My mind is on other things that are making me feel introspective and glum.
Things have started to pick up at work, which is great. I like feeling like I have some purpose and for the past few weeks it's been like a ghost town.
The weather here has been generally great and it's starting to feel more like summer.
Lots of good things have happened this week, Adam got a new job which is really exciting for him, I've laughed a lot and had some really great times sitting out on the porch talking about everything under the sun.

Some things have happened over the past few months, and because of that I feel like I am probably losing a friend. A really good friend. It makes me really upset that this is happening, but I don't know what else to do except be dishonest and lie about how I feel. I'm apprehensive about sharing too much here but in short, my friend is in a relationship with someone that I don't approve of (for what I consider good reasons). I'm not the only one that thinks that, but I'm the only one who has said anything about it. If it wasn't serious I wouldn't have said anything, but I felt like I needed to because she is my friend and I care about her. Because I spoke up things have been strained between us. And now I think I've probably lost her. It makes me really upset, but I don't know what to do to make things right. She says that until I can support them both she won't be in my life, and I just don't think I can do that, even if I did it wouldn't be real.

Anyway, sorry for the dump but this has been eating away at me for the past few days and I needed to get it out. I don't want to talk to any of my real life friends about it because I don't want to seem like a gossip, so I've just been holding it in.

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