Last night we watched movies (Raising Arizona and Zelig), and then this morning I work up early in a wave of anxiety. It took hours to get to sleep and it was really unpleasant - you know that feeling when you feel like you've forgotten something really important or done something terrible and been found out.
Some of those feelings were based in reality ( worrying about overdue parking tickets and fines, registering the car, forgetting to sign a form at work, worrying about running out of money on our holiday to Sydney) and others were blown out of all proportion which I think is due to being partly dreaming and the anxiety culminating into something bigger than it needed to be. I hate that feeling. Recently my normal anxious disposition has gotten worse, particularly over things which usually don't concern me or matter that much ( I hyperventilated over buying hot rollers! ).
Things are looking better in the day light. I embrace relaxation and rational thought!
In other news, wouldn't it be great to live on a houseboat?
Aren't they so beautiful? I feel more relaxed just looking at them.